and hey, i just want you to know that i'm feeling gr8. i thought that a post where i'm saying that is necessary, considering to all these kind-of-depressed ones, lol.

i'm quite sick at that everything has to be about love, but in the end - that's all that it comes down to, i mean for real. everything is love. love is everything. but right now i'm tired of it. i'm afraid of drawing a heart on my papers when i'm doodling, 'cause that is known for being a sign of that you're in love or something like that, and i don't like that. i don't want to be in love, i don't want to believe in it as i said. but since i'm now talking about love i might aswell update you on my heartache-status. some days after i wrote here i found out that he was back together with his ex, but some weeks afterwards he contacted me and we started to talk again, and then i heard that they'd brooke up (altough he never said this to me). and i now don't know what to do really. i don't think this is the kind of love i'm looking for atm. picture from my last party before school that i mentioned before, it was awesome. and it's an reminder that i should talk to this girl 'bout my problems. so long.