just to get some color.

i have hiccups 24/7, but it's not "raining" if you know what i mean, i get a hiccup like three-four times a day, but today i've gotten two hiccups - and i'm talking about the heavy stuff. you know, when you can't breath, talk or do anything other with your mouth than to get hiccups? yeah... neat.

heya dudes! since i've got sick i spend my precious time well, watching gossip girl season one. i've seen that whole season like three times now, but that's the only one we got at home. i have a hum what's going on in that show atm if you know what i mean, and right now i want nothing other than to watch all the seasons to get a grip.

okay, hopefully the last time i upload a picture like this(believe me, i have much worse from that night):

thought it was quite fitting that last time i wrote, i was headed to this^. o.m.g. i had one of the best nights ever! and i got to celebrate valetines day alone with my five hickeys, excellente. altough the lips on the picture wasn't one of the makers to any spot on my neck. but i'm not the one who kiss'n'tell...

anyways, after that i got pretty sick, and during thoose days i didn't spend any time in front of the computer. almost none anyway. but now i have to make pancakes. i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, to seeing a certain guy in school. loca loca.

.hola!

last night was awesome, said goodbye to a couple of good guys at about 2.30 and came home 3 - straight into bed. today i'm going to uppsala for la fiesta, two hours to go! i wont be seeing this cat then, 'cause we're sleeping at linn's place, hardly know the girl but that's the uppsala-lifestyle. have an awesome night dudes!

snowy days like this makes me wanna have summer more than ever. here's an old picutre from a camp i was on two years ago, and even though it doesn't look that "summerish", it really was. all the pictures in this category is taken with my old(pink) camera. all the pictures in the captainmclovin' category is taken with my new one. fyi.

okay, it will be either martin (who lives far, far away) or lollo (who lives a little bit closer). but i said yes to martin first... and it sure will be nice to get into that warmth and watch a movie with like... ten other guys. or wth, i don't know who's coming there. nicesurprise. martin it is. but first - serial killers.

i had to walk to school today because of a snowstorm. felt like emil when he's dragging alfred to the hospital in the snow, when he starts to bleed noseblood and all. altough i didn't. but it was kind of dramatic, because i had a big exame this very morning, so i had woken up earlier than usual to get an earlier bus, and now i had to walk... but i made it! and the test went awesome. so the busses are all still canceled and i don't know how i'm gonna get to martins house tonight... and to uppsala tomorrow... we'll see. so today, i walked to and home from school - lol.

this was a pretty relaxed thursday. i had two lessons plus lunch(pancakes!) and i laughed as hell in the good company of denise, sara and malin. and volleyboll at the p.e. rocked. i'm allowed to brag about that i scored the last point that made my team the ultimate winner. slipped on the way to the bus, first time ever that i actually fell on my ass.


today i also handed in my future. a green note of wich classes i want to read in second and third grade. i'm pretty excited over some classes, like programming and journalism, but not as glad over mathematics e... but i'm most of all looking forward to the criminology-classes, awesomeeeh.

gosh, have to finish a text about serial killers now, i'm actually feeling sick.

today i had an big exame in chemistry. the final test you might say. and god, i did lousy. well, that maybe depends on what youre expecting... since i didn't expect all that much from me, im quite satisfied. but my dad on the other hand, will problaby get a bit... mad. sitting there on the test, i realized that im not the girl that someone would think is good at chemistry, so wth. all i hope for now is that i just pass the test.

it's been quite comfortable with an evening without having to study. well, i should study, i have another test on friday and an essay to hand in that same date. but i thought that i deserved a night off since i've studied like a pig(a pig that goes to school) for the test today. good night.

me a few years ago. yes, i remember this quite well actually. new category - check!

great(and quite random) bussride home today. and with random i mean, not as i planned. at all. have to go and make dinner to the family now, ttyl.

src.

sorry for the randomness.

i'm off to school with the girl below.

maybe it's a bit dark, but wth.

aint i sweet? she's gold to me.

an old classic.

went up 6.35 today so i could take the earlier bus to avoid being yelled at by my teacher at 8.25(i start 8.20 but always comes a few minutes later because of the bus). sitting on the early bus i realize that the lesson is canceled. wich mean that i dont have to be in school until 12.40. so... fml.

but hey, its nice with a half-day off. now i can do WHATEVER i want!

plans4today: shower, choose "orientation", study chemistry, g33k-time, thai-food with martin and kalle, movenight at martins, sleep. last night at lollos was awesome.

i'm so full of love(read: so desperate for love) right now that i'm afraid i'll do something stupid any minute now... finally friday btw! going to a party tonight to celebrate sweet lollo. and tomorrow, hopefully love. iukwim.

i have to study "civics"(?) atm. but. it's. boring. the computer is so much more fun. but hey, i'm about to become a nerd. that takes focus. or maybe i just should give in to the inner nerd of me? sims, here i come.

i had the best ending of school today. just wanted to let you know that. and i was surrounded by guys. so it's thanks to them i mean. longing for SATURDAY(& friday).

as my friends just reminded me on facebook - i'm addicted to food. this is from last sunday when me and my sisters woke up in an empty house with no bread and a note. gr8.

hey i remembered that i owe to tell you guys what happend with that dude that i mention here, here and here(and everywhere else). he texted me this sunday; "we need to talk." with a fucking DOT. so we decided to meet up in school yesterday and we had "the talk". okay, it wasn't that big, but i'm used to solve things like that over text-messages. yeah ellen, you're growing up. so anyways, he talked, i explained, there was some silence and a whole lot of discomfort(it's actually a word). we decided that it was best if he didn't try so hard on me. and now the hard thing will be to hang out with him like nothing had happend when english starts again. and that other thing with his friend with the reallydeepbluebeautiful eyes. i think that "good luck"-wishes are in order?

i'm sorry for that break, but i will be back! i've realized that i manage to do so much else if i don't have a blog atm. so for now, this blog doesn't excist. i know that i'm a heartbreaker but what can i do? bye bitches♥