i wrote on my other blog that what i've been longing for for so long(haha) finally is happening. but the problem now is that i'm scared, afraid. what if this is wrong? i'm quite lost atm actually... it feels like i'm torned in two pieces, altough that has nothing to do with the first problem. yeah, i'm talking 'bout my lovelife. okay, my non-excistent lovelife i guess i should call it. and the problem is, i'm about to actually get a lovelife, but what if it is the wrong guy? then again, i might have got it all wrong... but if i have, will that make me sad? confused is the word. confused and torned(but for different reasons).