good morning!

this old one is a new favourite. sorry for the frequent music-update dudes.

okay, i lied in the post below, when i wrote it i had forgotten that i were suppose to be in school today. and yes, i was, at 11.02, and my lesson begun at 11.05, in a rush as usual. a few friends were planning to come over tonight to watch a lame movie or something, but truth be told, i just didn't have the stomach for that. yeah, i blamed it all on me being sick to my guts, but really... i think it has something to do with a certain guy that were suppose to come. i don't get it, why can't i like him if he now like me? because i can't find anything wrong with him... maybe it's just that i like someone else(but i always like severel guys at the same time?) but how am i suppose to say that to him? okay, feels like it was a little too many 'suppose's, 'were's and ','s there, but wth. sorry for all the words lately, but as i've said a thousend times before - i'm kenny careface's best friend forever. true story. and i have some wicked teenage-troubles.

good morning cupcakes!

whoaw, finally saturday morning, ey? a time for a looong sleep-in. hopefully this^ to breakfast.

i wrote on my other blog that what i've been longing for for so long(haha) finally is happening. but the problem now is that i'm scared, afraid. what if this is wrong? i'm quite lost atm actually... it feels like i'm torned in two pieces, altough that has nothing to do with the first problem. yeah, i'm talking 'bout my lovelife. okay, my non-excistent lovelife i guess i should call it. and the problem is, i'm about to actually get a lovelife, but what if it is the wrong guy? then again, i might have got it all wrong... but if i have, will that make me sad? confused is the word. confused and torned(but for different reasons).

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gr8, we're jumping into a ice hole in school next week, i'm gonna go at it harry potter-style! okay, i should give you an awesome link to that, but i can't find it on youtube, so if you've seen the latest harry potter-movie, you know what i'm talkin' 'bout. sorry for the bad update, it seems like my posts wont come away when they should... sloppy work there ellen!

anyways, i've had this incredible flow the past days, i manage to laugh myself to death and pay attention at the lessons, so score. i should study now, but instead i'm getting more and more addicted to sims again. but now i'm gonna hit the shower, tomorrow it's swimming that's on. atm my body is full with pancakes, so yeah, not the best time for a show off in the bikini, but what can i do...


evelinas cute cat on the picture, srsly, i've never seen such a beautiful cat before!

listen to this bitches♥

it's amazing how olof can make sweden look so beautiful. okay, this picture doesn't make him justice, i did it much brighter so it would go alon good with my "theme", so just look in his blog and... i don't know, be jealous.

okay, i shoudln't be allowed to think when i have this stuff. and people absolutely shouldn't show me strong emotions atm. good night, i'm going to bed. fml.

yeah, this is good and makes me lol. now i will entertain myself with.. sims perhaps?

why can't i wake up at this beach tomorrow? just skip school and hang with the wonderful people i met at malta last summer? language-trip i'll never forget.

hola bloggers, i just came home from babysitting sweet little sofia. even though it's quite easy, i love complaining about it, because that's just how life is. you do your job, but you complain as hell just so everyone else wont find out how easy it is to earn(in my case) 140kr. yeaah.

i just laughed all day in school, hardly did any work. heyy... i DID work! wow, good job ellen! you really deserve some time in front of the computer. but facebook has been forbidden this week. well, okay, not forbidden, but i wont check other unknown people's profil because that's just a high stalker-warning on my ass. so, no stalking.

atm i'm just skyping with some friends. and jamming to sweet reagge. wtf, i don't even like reagge. i can't even spell reagge(it's reggae for the one who is as lost as me)! okay, remember girl, just because you're sitting here, wearing a cap, thinking of scrubs and feeling the groove that is reggae does not mean that you aren't the whitest chick on earth. well, i'm actually not that white. yeah you heard me, i speak reggae! yaman. okay lol, this post is ridiculous. shut up meg.

one thing; i love that i have no pain during my "monthlies".
another thing; i hate that i get so much blood during my "monthlies".
a third thing; i love the man/woman who invented the tampon.
wth, i can get in a fourth thing; yeah, use it as your weapon and excuse.

this girl got skills.
i wish i could be this devoted to something else that actually matters. i mean, blogging wont get me anywhere, but i'll never stop doing it.

okay, today it's monday... the question is htf am i suppose to manage until friday?
and i have so much school-stuff to do, but when i came home at four-thirty i just fell asleep in the couch, so yeah... i could have been better. and i have to make some serious decisions. my god, this is suppose to be the best time of my life. die.

a baked roll from saturday morning. all gone now, he-he.

yesterday ended with that frida and leo crashed at my place, so atm my room is covered with pillows, mattresses and sheets... and today i played badminton with my mum and sister and after that we took a good turn in the sauna. now we're all gonna watch tv and eat cake before bedtime, goodnight dudes.

himym with frida and leonard. god i love phones with internet. and barney. love.

i'm soon headed out to meet up with frida and leo in centrum, then we might get back to my house to have a movienight a la old times. meanwhile you might wanna click theese pictures for some(more) good tunes?


i'll check in here again tonight, kiss.

i feel like i just have to tell you this: okay, so yesterday i ran upstairs to my class, when i met some friends, so i turned around and swooosh - i fell to the floor. right into some random guy. who didn't help me up. but anyway, i guess that the most embarressing thing is that i was the only one who laughed, and boy did i laugh... but hey, you have to be able to laugh at yourself sometimes. i can only hold my thumbs now that the guy i fell on don't recognize me in school on monday. he was kinda cute, ofc.

heyy dudes! i'm guessing it's time for the first picture of me, kenny careface's bff. and maybe a presentation to go with it?

i'm, like i've mentioned before, 16 years young atm, people call me by my name ellen(some add "på smällen" wich is swedish for knocked up), and i'm in love with music. here's my spotify-account for thoose who wants it. i also enjoy taking photos with my sony a200 and checking through other blogs. i have two sisters and is the middle-kid in a fantastic trio. well, i hope kenny doesn't get to bored with all of this, but i can come back with a more exact text so you really know who i am. or not.

here's on of my favourite tune atm, preformed by the man above(ray charles).
good morning sweeties.

tbh i really like this blog, and i've only written three posts. looking good. just came home from loll's, i've never seen so beautiful trees as i did on the walk in the middle of the night, they were all icy and stuff. icedrops. well, i'm off to bed any second now, i have a few things to put in my diary.

just wanted to post a picture in the blog before i leave. i'm getting out in the cold to loll's house soon. ttyl.